EliteGunnerLeo

yea but just my anxiety problems is what really made the night go sour cuz I've had anxiety problems ever since middle school and I can't be in a large group of people, like I have an extreme case of introvertedness and I can't go to very large parties or crowded events

it was and it was so uncomfortable and scary at the same time, I was so afraid that I was gonna get arrested that day even though I wasn't drinking. I just spent every minute of the parties huddled up in a corner not speaking and holding back tears and praying i could just go home. I swear to god, those were my first and last college parties

Thats right. Now I'm watching the third Resident Evil movie.

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then we go to the 3rd party and it was in a house this time all crowded and dark and smelling of smoke and alcohol. my mentor was still drunk and tipsy and pulled me into the middle of the crowded dance floor and I was just soooooo uncomfortable cuz I have anxiety problems and I can't be in large crowds of people cuz I'll have panic attacks and start crying and if I don't have my medicine I'll black out. luckily that party got shut down by the police too and we finally got driven back to campus safe and sound by one of my mentor's sober friends and we just hung out in the lounge rooms of the dorms while my mentor was just ranting on and on about pointless stuff cuz she was still tipsy. but one of her friends was really wasted and throwing up outside and collapsing on the floor, it was terrible. and then another mentor lost his mentee at one of the parties and didn't care, but I hope the mentee showed up somewhere cuz we had to meet back up with our parents in the morning.

well I don't wanna say it went sour, it just got really uncomfortable. like we went to 3 different parties and ALL of them got shut down by the police. first party was when everyone was drinking, including my mentor, which freaked me out cuz she's the one who was supposed to be driving me back to campus. but instead of going back to campus, we went to the 2nd party. which was in an even more crowded apartment which was so dark and one of the mentees was getting sick and throwing up from drinking too much. then that party got shut down by the police.

Thats amazing.

it varies but yea I do lol now the first day I got to the college was Friday, that was the "interesting" part of the weekend. so we started off getting there, and I had to meet up with my "Mentor". The "Mentees" like me had to stay in the dorms with their mentors basically like a babysitter kinda thing but with teens. and I met up with her but she had classes that day so she was gone for most of the day but she introduced me to some of her friends who were also mentors and I just hung around them while she was gone. then I went to a buncha workshops where I got introduced to other incoming freshmen and supposed to make friends or whatever and it was pretty fun with all the games we played. then at dinner I met back up with my mentor and we spent the rest of the night walking around campus and goofing around and such, then the mentors wanted to go to some house party that night and that's when the night went downhill..........

Yeah. I bet its really interesting.

Cool dude.

more like the other way around, my dad isn't used to taking vacations cuz he used to work all the time and never took vacations, but now that he's been laid off for the past year he still doesn't get out the house. but this weekend I think he honestly had a fun time with our little mini vacation :)

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well the 2nd day was more fun, I hung out with my parents ( I know BIG surprise) and we went to Ocean City, we went go-karting, played at the arcade, walked along the boardwalk and had dinner. it was the most fun I had with both my parents in a long time if ever :)

I'm good. You?

it was.....interesting, that's the nice way to put it. I can basically just sum it up in one sentence: one multicutural weekend, 3 college parties in one night, mini vacation in Ocean City with my parents, and a 3 hour drive later, I"m FINALLY back home!!! :D

HEREEEEEEE"SSSSSSS LEAH!!!!! as you might of guessed I"M HOME!!!! :D :D :D :)

Hehe. Well good for you.

Thats cool dude.

Hey there Leo.

hehe I'll try. I think by the time you read this it'll be tomorrow and I'll be gone already so I'll talk to ya when I get back on Sunday and tell you all the exciting things that happened this weekend (hopefully it'll be the good kind of exciting and not the bad kind lol) See Ya Sunday!!! :D