Tsukiyomi

But they killed nearly 3000 people on 9/11, how can anyone show mercy to these monsters?

I mean like some people want the terrorist we've captured to have rights. WTF? Terrorrist are the bad guys, why are you treating them like human beings? That is just one example of the craziness of this world.

No, the point i'm getting to is that the world is accepting the bad guys as good guys. There world is putting Good Guys down. It's like the world went topsy turvy, see why i'm confused.

I will. You remember how things were as kids, we knew who the bad guys were and who were the good guys. Like DBZ, Goku was always the good guy and Frieza or Cell or Majin Buu was always the bad guy?

No, I understand. I can't make sence of the world anymore. Good and evil has to be clearly defined to me, that is how I make sence of things.

What do you mean by cure my existence?

Yeah, I know, I understand.

I just don't have a way out of this, I wish I had a way out.

I just want to see a perfect world or atleast know one is coming soon. The pain I feel for everyone suffering for the innocent who have died, it drives me insane sometimes that I even hurt myself.

I am so desperate for a perfect world that if it meant I had to erase my own existence I would do it with a smile because I would know everyone else would be at peace in the perfect world after i'm gone.

Then what do I get in the end? What does God give me? I'll get nothing, wont I?

How? I mean God doesn't seem to care what I do anymore. How am I defying him?

What? Did I say something wrong?

Oh, well wouldn't you like me more if fixed the whole world?

What's so great about the old me?

Why? I mean how would it lead me to death?

I saw the converation you had with Demyxx about me. Do you really think this path will lead me to death?

I mean i've always wanted to be famous for somthing or importiant, like an admin of sorts or have some kind of award or somthing. It annoys me. most people on this site think i'm just annoying. and kinda useless, i've always screwed up in some way that made me look totally stupid. I wish i wasn't so cursed with this

if you give me pic ideas, i can make them into a motivation

aww..i'm not in the rankings. I'm 42 in points....i fail.

Hey! Don't say that! Jeez, what a way to support someone you care about(!)