Tsukiyomi

I just posted, I like how Faust is, he seems like a great character.

Okay I will.

I'll try, ya know if you're sleepy you don't have to stay on, go on to bed if ya want my friend, i'm sorry for keeping you up.

Sorry about that, friend.

Yeah, I know. We all have an internal battle, I just wish I could stop all battles but....well again that goes along with my perfect world goal. I'm such a hard case.

No, it's okay, it was probably for the best. I may take a break from the computer for a few days so don't be surprised if ya only see me updating the rp or fanfiction.

Thank you, my friend.

oh thought you did, k.

do you know SK like you live where he is?

Fine, i'll stop saying it but I can't help it if I continue to feel it.

I want to go to heaven then, I want peace and I can't find that on earth.

No one believes in my dream though, how can I ever live in a perfect world. I'm just a fool.

My family doesn't understand and I feel like i'm a burden to you. I wish I could have been born somewhere else in another reality but that is impossible, The world doesn't want me, and I can't change anything. If I can't permenatly stop evil then why try? God wont comfort, so he appearantly doesn't care. I just want someone to tell me how the world works and when good wins over evil, I want hope, I want logic to make sence again.

Dakota if I give up on trying to help people then i'll truly have lost the will to live, you know that right? My determination is all that keeps me going, my pain and sadness is all I have.

Belief is hard

How? I see no way out.

no need to owe me, if it saves his life, than that's all i need. anytime mate.

well here, tell him to take a breath, make him somehow look at the good side of the plate, and tell him death isn't anything good, cuz if he hates how the world is maybe he can help, that might help. or just tell him look at other ppl that went the wrong path and then at the ones that changed the would like Gandhi or Mlk or Malcolm X, that might make him see something better.

So no one can help me?

well is he like saying suicidal stuff or making it seem like he'll harm some ppl? or just like he's tried of how the world is being ran, and it's making him crazy thing?