Tsukiyomi

We really are twins. I wonder if we knew eachother in a past life or before our souls entered our body, ya know if that is how pre-life stuff works?

I guess so. I just don't want to ruin anything for anybody.

There is something wrong with me, isn't there?

I wish I could be like them, some of them talked to me and though I talked back I wasn't very comfortable with it.

Great.

So let's not forget to pray about finding a girl to be our light tonight.

I'm a little depressed. I went to church tonight and we had a big meal and a giving service where we honored our veterans and counted how much money we raised for the poor. But when I saw how easily everyone got along, I felt out of place.

Hey bro, so want to rp?

Okay, i'll talk to ya tonight then and don't forget to pray. See ya later bro.

Alright it's a deal then. Of course we'll have to be patient, God works in his own time but I know God understands we need a girl before we get too old lol. Yeah, he would probably send us somebody in the next few years at the most i'm sure.

I have an idea, tonight let's when we pray before we go to bed let's ask God to send us a girl who will be our light, and then let's pray to God for eachother that we both will find a girl to be our light. We pray for ourselves and eachother.

As long as we pray in faith and believe God will send us a girl to be our light, then he wouldn't let us down. What do you say?

I see, you should have faith in yourself. You are strong willed, you can overcome your darkness Dakota. I think we both could use some light though, someone to love us, maybe it would help.

What about you? What path do you see for yourself? Will you win against your anger?

I really don't want to become a villian.

I wish I could have as much faith in me as you do.

However it's not any revenge that I want, I find my anger becoming so strong that now I lash out at people for just little annoyances. How do I fight this?

Exactly, I want to protect those who can't protect themselves and punish those who hurt the defensless. But I feel like i'm a monster because I seek revenge against the people who hurt the defensless. How can one get justice without getting revenge?

How am I righteous?

I mean think about that. There was a little baby, a living human being, an innocent little child and his own mother, the very woman that was supposed to protect him let a doctor reach into the womb and brutaly slaughter him just because she was afraid, because she let fear and selfishness control her like a fool.

That mother and that doctor are monsters, I want to see them hanged. How dare they take an innocent life like they are God, they have no right.

I did get very sad a couple of days ago. I saw on Mike Huckabee's show they were showing the truth behind abortion. A former worker for planned parenthood said that she saw an ultrasound abortion and here is what she saw:

"The doctor stuck a device inside the womb and began to cut it up into little pieces, then he used a small vaccum to suck out the body parts, a vaccum with ten times the suction of a normal vaccum. Then he took a tool and crushed it's head and sucked out all of the pieces of it's head. The woman said she could see the baby trying to move away from the doctor's tool like it was afraid."

I fell to my knees and cried then I became so angry and I screamed.

Bluergh...anyway! Whats up?

I was telling someone before that I would gladly give up my own existence if it would make the world perfect. That's how badly I hate evil.

I think it's where we can't connect to other people. Other people are always worried about themselves and their personal life, never anyone else. To me that seems selfish, but someone would just call me crazy if they heard that. I want to fix the world, I don't care about me or my own life I just want the bad things in the world to go away.

Though I still feel alone, I still want friendship. Ya know how I feel?