My Soul to Take (Actual RP)

October walked past the library on her way to class. When she saw Sarah she quickened her walk. She really didn't feel like getting suspended or anything on her first day of school. It didn't really make any sence to October. How was Sarah the one who changed for her? It seems as if she were telling everyone that now. October didn't want anyone to change. She was perfectly fine with everybody being themselves. It just seemed as if she were trying to change and please everyone, and then act as if she were better than her. October laughed in her mind. Sarah would be the one to think that. It's funny the things people say to make them seem as if they were the ones everyone was picking on. Thats not even it.

October walked into her Trig class and sat towards the back left corner as she normally did every class she sat into. The teachers didn't seem to care, they just looked as her weird as if she were some ant-socila freak. October felt uncomfortable and the thought. It wasn't that she was anti-social, she just never really had a big circle of friends,a nd there was no one who would actually take the time out to walk up and talk to her. As for the freak part, October just gets offended everytime that is said.

There are somedays where she wants to scream out to the world her feeling and just wants somebody there to comfort her, but then she thinks a bit deeper and about the people who would actually be there for her. Maybe no one. Especially her father. Some days October wishes she could run away, her father wouldn't even notice, but it's not like anyone would notice. All they see is the bright fake smile she wears everyday.

 

October sighed and quickly retreated from her seat. Her Trig teacher wanted her to pick up some books from the library. At first she was hesitant because she has seen Sarah in the library, yelling at somebody, obviously. But the pool of the window was blocking the other person out of view. Maybe a by standing student looking at her too long, no doubt. Even though she was weary of entering the library, she didn't want to seem afraid just because she was in the library. Don't let your personal life interupt your school life! October thought to herself.

October walked down the hallway and entered the library. It was quiet. Maybe a bit too quiet for a library. Was a library supposed to have a quiet level. The quieter the better I guess. October scanned the book cases and grabbed the books her teacher had instructed her to get. On her way towards the front desk, October saw a girl slumped over on the floor from the corner of her eye. At first she didn't think anything of it, but then she saw the black clothes and raven colored hair. October turned her head slightly and looked at the Sarah. She really out done her self didn't she? October thought.

Deep down October was offended by the actions Sarah was portraying. Was she seriously being brought down and in honest need of help, or was she just pulling another one of her schemes to make people feel bad for her. Either way, October wasn't just going to let her sit there and die. Or maybe she could? October shook the image away from her black haired head. She set the books on a near by table and walked cautiously up to Sarah. Probably the only reason why October would even help her was because October had her own history of ruining herself. The only reason why she ever stopped was because Alexander was there to help her through everything. Where was Elijah when Sarah needed help?

October knelt down next to Sarah and wearingly shook her shoulder to see if she wasn't dead yet. Her body was still moderately warm, so she obviously wasn't dead. October stood up and went behind the librarians desk and grabbed the First-Aid kit. She scrummaged though everything until she found a bandage and wound cleanser. She took Sarahs wrist and applied the cleanser on it, carefull as to not hurt Sarah in the process. Afterwards, she took the gauze wrap and losely-yet tightly-wrapped her wounds. October still felt feedish about helping one of the people she would lastly help in her life time, but she wasn't going to just sit there and let her die either. Theres just somethings you need to do, whether you regret them or not.

 

October walked back to her Trig class in a questionable manner. Did she do the right thing in helping Sarah out? What if Sarah found out it was her and she came after her or something thinking as if she were making fun of her. How is that going to help anything in this situation? October sighed and set the books on her teachers desk, retreating back into her desk in the back of the classroom. Everyone gawked at her "abnormal" appearance. Which October was used to it butit did get rather annoying. Some people just love labeling other people at at times it was offensive. Even though she had helped Sarah, she felt strongly offended by her actions. She may have done it before, but everytime she did Alexander had said he would become distant, and since he was her only real friend, she had stopped. But seeing Sarah, questions went through her mind. Like, Why would she do this in school? Does she want people to feel bad for her? Lack of attention? October has never portrsayed those actions in school, why all of a sudden does Sarah feel the need to. The least she could have done was lock herself in a stall. And what was that pendant? Was it the same one that her and Elijah shared. And what about this Elijah character? Why is he not keeping an eye out for Sarah.

October sat emotionless in her seat. One thing she hasn't thought over since her fight with Sarah. Maybe Sarah wasn't that bad of a person. Maybe she needed someone real inher life that would be there for her in situations like now. But October couldn't be the one. In all honesty, October loved having a friend she can relate to besides Alexander, but she couldn't come out and admit that. Especially to Sarah. October rested her chin on her hands and took a deep inaudible sigh.

 

October snapped out of her deep thought. She looked over to Alexander and sighed. "Just thinking about something." October couldn't tell him anything that she had witnessed with Sarah. That is her personal buisness and she couldn't spread the word around to everyone about her incident. But it was bothering her. She wanted to get advice from somebody on if she should tell somebody and get her help. But would someone suspect it was October? Or would Sarah be the first in mind. October clenched her fists and put her head down on her crossed arms.

October wanted to do the right thing, but she was afraid of the outcome and what people would continue to think or act. Maybe they would think she was crazy. Why is all this pressure magically seeming to drop itself on her shoulders?!

OOC- SORRY THIS POST WASNT THAT LONG ; ;

 

October shook her head over her crossed arms. She couldn't lie to her best friend. She never lied to him before. Well, she never told her home story to him, but that was better than lying. October mumbled a few unknown words into her crossed arms. She knew she couldn't tell him because he would make a big deal about it. And why was he smiling? This situation was obviously not funny. How could it be funny? All October did was take care of someones wounds. That must show that she wasn't a bad person, but then why was she having all this sort of regret? It just doesn't make sense. She helped Sarah, wasn't that good enough? Now she felt bad about it? Even if she died, October would still feel bad about it. There is no way of winning here. Not that winning ever mattered, but in someways, it sort of did. Sarah alwasy made her feel like she was nothing. October didn't want to feel like that. Which lead to another thing. October really liked Sarah, she never used ot be like this. Maybe Elijah had something to do with it. She always seemed to be sucking up to him. October hoped that that wasn't the case. Even though she does seem to be a b*tch at times, she does deserve more than that.

 

October lifted her head and looked at Alexander. She widened her eyes and looked at him as if he had killed someone. Well, he killed her deep thoughts that she was trying to figure out. Was she to lie to him? Maybe. It's hard to do considering she was kind of a bad liar. "I just have a headache and I didn't get much sleep last night." October rolled the situation off of her shoulders and hoped that he would believe her. She didn't want to get into some long story about what had happened with Sarah. It wasn't even any of her business to spread any way. And if word got out. . . October shuddered at the thought. . . Sarah would most definetly make her life a living hell, as if that weren't bad enough. October just sighed inaudibley again looked at the black board, as the teacher was just now walking in.

 

October sighed, followed by rolling her eyes. "No, I'm just going to go to class." October didn't feel like skipping class although it would have been fun. . . But, maybe. . . "Hmm, maybe. I-I guess, but where would we go?" October contemplated on where they would go. Nothing seemed interesting in this small town. October would rather be at home. Doing random things. Nothing special at least. Then she remembered what her dad had done this morning. She quickly checked her lip in the reflection off of her phone. It wasn't bleeding. The scab should soon grow over. She sighed and layed her cheeck on her arm. October would hate to go home and have her father hit her, especially in front of Alexander, since he didn't know the full story behind her strange bruises, scars, and scratches and now, a busted lip. There were just many things she didn't want people to know, more-less see. It would be humiliating, something her dad would probably want. . .

 

October brightened a bit, and slightly lifted her head. Alexander and her have not been able to spen much quality time with one another for quite a while. She kind of missed her best friend and wanted to be able to talk to him before whatever happened, or didn't happen. October smiled a bit, but not as much of a smile as she was used to creating. She really hasn't been herself lately, and didn't feel much of smiling. "Sure. I guess it would be nice to just get away from these people." October contemplated on when they would be going. "I'm not to keen on skipping the rest of the day. . . Erm, but I guess I could skip. Just this once." October set her chin back onto her crossed arms and wondered what is it that Alexander had wanted to talk about.

 

October was about to start yelling at him. The least he could do was wait until class was over, now he was putting them both at risk for just up and leaving in the middle of an almost started class. The last thing she wanted to do was get caught for skipping. "I'd rather take my car." October said through gritted teeth. Alexander was always reckless and practically stupid around her. Maybe he thought she liked the 'bad boy' type. October wouldn't lie, she did, but there is a difference between a bad boy and a boy that just acts on stupid instincts. "Now, what do you want to tell me?" October asked Alexander, while walking to the front doors of the two story building.