Autobiography

WARNING: The Yuoko thread may be similar to this one, but this has more deph in it. And if people want to make them selves one here, It has to be Long.

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I was Born in Florida, March 14 1993. We where a kinda medium-poor class. We barely had food to live. My father had 3 jobs and my mom took care of me for 7 months. My father had a call from my grandfather beacuse he needed help.

After the call, we moved to Puerto Rico and from there.. I started my life. I don't know what can I say between Kinder and 5th grade. I can start from 6th.

I was the one who bullies picked at. I didn't know how to fight back or ignore them, I was teh kid who didn't know how to deal with the situation. I was the 'idiot' of my class, plus I didn't get good grades. I ended up with 2 C's and 3 D's. I didn't realy had friends in there.. Only a couple like 2 or 3. The rest are like again'ts me. Let's say that when I gradutated, it wasn't really good at all.. Never got any awards or anything. T_T

Moving on, I knew some friends from church that they seem nice btw. I got to know them before i started 7th. I can only say that the smallets one of teh group was a great friend of mine but at the same time, upnotches everytime and annoying sometimes. He still hasn't matured enough now a days T_T. But any ways, from there.. with that group.. I had to chance who I was.

I was a type of person serious. I was very quite and I didn't talk to much people at all. Just serious like my father and strong I guess and tall for my age. And yet ofcourse, i was getting jokes from the group church too seriously. I was like even asking myself: "Why are they even TREATING ME LIKE THIS". I can say that most of the times they showed my back and I hated that. They didn't accept me as I was. And there was no change what so ever. And some jokes I had to swallow them because I realized I can't be to sensitive.. or "touchy".

The only thing I had to do is to leave them and find new friends because I was getting tired of it. (This is true, no lie) I started to cry to sometimes because they rejected me. And I, so stupid that I cared about them.

And you know how many years of pain and rejection? 2 LONG Years. I tried and tried to change them, but my mother kept on telling me to forget those rats and get some new friends. Even my close friends from Florida kept telling me the samething. ANd I did n't want to because "I was blind" and coudn't see the "truth".... Ya a stupid reason. Because sometimes I had the reason and sometimes they had it. So, It was back and forth T_T.

Then I said: Fine, lets' get new friends. I changed my personality basically cmopletly. I was more talkative to people, I wasn't scared of jokes or anything.. just like nothing. Everything swept away. And I found new friends thank god around the island. And people who weren't like me, but they accepted me.

I changed in 8th grade basically. And now, I'm happy today.. I know I get off sometimes.. and I even have to calm myself and stay shut.
And the church group? Forget the HELL out of them. I don't even care now about them, I just say "Hi, what's up" and nothing else.

Ohh and I almost forgot something very important: What about the Forum Friends?

Ahh I'd say one of the best ones I can talk to anyone, I can't forget about the Spam Lounge too.. I like to be there and SPAM
And teh staff? I think the ones who really accept me to be their. Because somtimes, I get dislikes by some... But hey.. I get off somtimes and that's me

Right Raiden? Am I stupid

Raiden: Your stupid

And staff, sometiems I get wacko.. but someimtes stupid and upnotches right?

All Staff: Yes T_T

See? I don't get bothered by that. But remember, don't think I'm a vipolar person. I know when I haveto get serious and talk about feelings with people. I can control with that. Sometiems I can't joke around that much because I understand that people have their differnt personalities.

Also, I'm not a cruel peroson where I laugh at someone like hell. No no, I'm a better controlled person. And If someone get's offended by one of my jokes or quotes I do to fool someone, I feel guility and talk to the poerson right away and resolve teh problem and apologize.

I know, sometimes they aren't ready to talk, but I'm always to help. No matter what ^_^.

Do I like somebody or someone?

Heh, hard to say. I actually love someone, but like as a friend . I made a thread called: Local Relationships. Feel free about your girl or boy you love.

Actually, I'm not a romantic person. but I have my dislikes and my lkies.

Anyways, I conclude this autobiography. Hope you enjoy.

 

Nice Loco, you made me laugh with the little staff parts, but overall nice. Glad your all good now. I guess I'll post my own autobiography here...


My names Nicole, born in Pennsylvania, and still live here. I was born Febuary 10th during the blizzard of 94. I am the oldest in my family. The one that is most relied on.

At the age of 3 my little brother came along, at first I was yippee a year later, I hated it. That same year was hard though. Little I knew due to my age, my parents were fighting, pretty violent fighting. By the age 4 my mom took almost all her original beloongs and some of mine and my brothers belongs out of the house into a town house while my father was not home. He was on a buisness meeting. In that words we ran away. We moved pretty far. It didn't last long. We lived there for a happy year, but my dad soon found us and begged for us to come back. We did, then it started up again. He started cheating on my mom in our own house. She finally found out when we came home from the grocery store to find my dad and another women doing love(I did not see this, my mom did). From that she quickly grabbed us and we hurried to my grandparents. The next day while he was at work, my mom got a lowyer and changed all the locks on the house. She locked all the windows. My mom had me stay in the basement with my little 4 year old brother, at this time I was 6. From that day they seperated. they were not fully divorce. Now I was confused wondering why I had my parents not living togeather. I was all confused and began getting emotional with myself. Then we moved. I was in grade 3 moving to a new school. When I did I soon began getting teased. It was terrible. I had only one friend, so I thought.

On grade 6 I made new friends. That was a great year. I was mainly saved due to two elementry schools combining into one middle school. The main thing that helped was I learned an instrament and joined band. I guess band saved me. I also though created a new enimy, one I still dispice to this day. Grade 7 was a pretty normal year, but grade 8 it's a new story.

My rival/ enemy made the thing that saved me turn on me. I was put in charge of directing a class because my band director was out. When the sub left. It all started. The entire band, but all my friends at that time, began yelling mean comments at me. "Dumby!" "I here she howls at the moon!" "She cried when I threw the ball over the fence in elementry school!". I was upset, and, no lie, I cried. It was after band waiting for the bell. I cried. My one friend saw it. She took me to the guidance councelor. That upset me so much.

That summer marching band started. Right away I made many friends. In fact one of my closes friend in marching band was one of the kids who made fun of me in Grade 8, we're cool now, in fact he and I are pretty close friends. I still have my fights with that enemy then.

Soon though like before she turned the band against me. Your probaly asking, How? She's a freshmen. I'll tell you how, her mom was and still is dating the director of band. Right from there though it changed. I became the one of the directors favorite student.

That brings me to now. Grade 9, so much has happened to me, good and bad. Mainly good. Sure not to long ago I made a new enemy, but not to long ago I made many new friends.


Now like Loco above, I might as well bring the forums in. I belonged to another site before here. It was really a group, but they had a site. They began trashing me, it got bad. I went and searched for something new. (by the way, I can't even find there site anymore and the group was shut down). I soon stumbled on to this forums. This forums saved me. I right away made many new friends. As time came along I wanted to help the site. I did, I began writing articles for the main site. From that I slowly made friends with Loco and Reisen, plus a few others. From that though I still tried to help the site. That's when everything good happen, in fact it all happened Fri.

Last Friday, Jan. 2. It was a good day. In real life, I opened up a bank account with 200 some dollars in it. Than I came on, and found something really special. I was made part of the staff. I was glad to be part of the staff. I became close to each and everyone really quickly. Put to work right away as well, I don't mind though glad to help the site.

So here I am now, yep good old me. I have to say everything changed this past summer. I joined this site, started marching band, and more. So yeah that's pretty much a life summary. My parents are now officially divorce. I hate my dad for what he did. I don't like going to his place treated like a slave, but even then marching band saved me due to something band or church related going on. He has a new wife, I hope she'll be safe, I like herm hate to see the samething happen to her, she really saved me as well when it comes to my dad.

Besides that sometimes life sucks, other times your all "God bless us eberythone" and so on. So yeah. That's my life, and I'm proud of it.