Human Nature

No one wants change, according to how Autopsy spoke humans love suffering. I wish I was born in another world, another reality, something like KH where good and evil is clearly defined.

 

Does it not bother you that somewhere a child has just been killed? You have no compassion for that child at all?

This is what I can't understand about you people, does it not matter to any of you that a person, a human being just died?

Because it constantly bothers me, it makes me feel so sad. I can't take it, I can't be happy when people are hurting, I care about innocent people so much, I just don't want them to hurt any more.

 

I don't want to feel pain anymore, why is it so hard for anyone to understand what I am trying to say. I don't want to feel sad anymore and I can't find anyway out but to fix the world. If the world is always going to have bad things then I don't want anything to do with it, I just want hatred for humans and for myself.

My problem is that I feel bad for suffering people and I want to help all of them, if I can't help all of them then everything else means nothing. Little things are worthless and meaningless, I just want people to be happy.

 

Jesse. That is a good thing but you are causing yourself mental stress. Just shut up for a bit.

 

Look i'm just going to tell you all why I can't accept that evil will always exist. If I do that then I will feel like i'm selfish and that i'm a bad person, I will feel guilty because to me that is the same as saying I don't care about anyone but myself. I'm trapped, okay.

 

i feel bad about that all the time SK, but i know that people out there are helping and trying to prevent that from happening again. plus i know that one day i will also be making big impact on earth cuz i make plans to help this earth heal, and if there can be peace for 100s of years in china or Africa or for Indians minus the killing of animals, then maybe the times now will be the same. because human nature is naturally good plus bad, mixed with demons and angels, and just like in kh we can;t chose if we come out demon or angel, but we can chose how to live that life, we can chose to use light even if dark, that's human nature, being able to chose, being able to be good but evil being able to help but destroy, but always being able to live whatever life we want given any road we've been put on.
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So you're saying that it's a never ending struggle? That there will always be bad but good has to always fight against it? If that's so, then what do I have left? If I can't put an end to this endless cycle then my life has no meaning. I'm tired of fighting, I want the battle to end, that is why I want a perfect world, so Good can finally win over evil forever. If the battle never ends then why even try?

 

look, good beats evil all the time, but to beat something you cant just blow it over, you have to fight for what you want, so evil will go away, it's not a cycle cuz cycles dont end, evil will, have you not seen YU YU Hakaso? will at the end, spirit world, demon world, and human world where all in peace and lived in harmony, so can we, it just going to have to take awhile, SK, your feeling for this are very strong, stronger than mine, maybe anyone you age, so you should fight, fight and get what you want, as long as you think you can do it you can, so dont think bad mate, think you can, cuz me i think i'll see you on ellen soon.

 

Atleast someone has faith in me, if only I still had it in myself. Thanks anyways.

 

I have faith in you. Just take a higher path. Don't let your whole life turn into Silent Hill. Ok?

 

Plus people have goodness inside of them to do good, cycles can be broken my friend, why do you think there is evolution?