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Holding My Last Breath

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  1. Nova

    Nova A Ghost Staff Member Administrator

    hold on to me love
    you know i can't stay long
    all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
    can you hear me?
    can you feel me in your arms?

    holding my last breath
    safe inside myself
    are all my thoughts of you
    sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

    i'll miss the winter
    a world of fragile things
    look for me in the white forest
    hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
    i know you hear me
    i can taste it in your tears

    holding my last breath
    safe inside myself
    are all my thoughts of you
    sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

    closing your eyes to disappear
    you pray your dreams will leave you here
    but still you wake and know the truth
    no one's there

    say goodnight
    don't be afraid
    calling me calling me as you fade to black




    Times change and people grow apart after highschool is through. This is the case for many different relationships when students graduate and move on with their various careers. But two people have been given the opportunity to have a second chance. They were a couple in their senior year, and after they graduated they tried to make things work but he was studying to be a doctor and he wanted to rase a family and get married.
    She on the other hand, wanted to be an actress. She knew that both careers were too big and too time consuming to raise a family like he wanted. In order to give him the life he wanted she would have to give up her own dreams for him... and she couldn't do it. She left him soon after hoping that he would find some other girl who could give him the life he had wanted.
    Now, five years later he is a doctor and though he is starting out small, his first real patient is a woman who was diagnosed with Lukimia two years ago.
    To his suprise, it's her: his ex fiance.
    At first their relationship seems to be forgotten. They stay professional. But as time goes on, an old fire begins to spark between them again. Time passes and they are falling for eachother all over again. But the cancer is slowly taking her away from him almost faster than their old love for eachother can heal.
     
  2. Nova

    Nova A Ghost Staff Member Administrator

    *We'll start this story with a flashback lol ;)*

    The minute hand of the clock struck again and again, Alexis could hear it all through the house, her last minutes at their apartment were drawing closer and closer with every tick of the clock. A solemn lonely tear ran down her cheek as she looked at her bags, already packed by the front door. But she just couldn't leave without giving him some explanation... he deserves more than that.
    With that thought in mind she walked to his office and took a piece of paper from the printer. She took a pen from the desktop and went back into the entrenceway. Using the doorside table as a surface to write on she wrote her letter. The last letter from her he would probably ever see:
    "I'm sorry,
    I swear I gave this a shot... but I just can't do this anymore. Trust me I loved you more than anything life could offer but I can't just give up my dreams and stay at home following the feminine cliche of a wife and stay at home mother. It isn't right of me to take away your dreams either so this is the best way I could think of for both of us.
    -Lexy

    She read over the letter again and again, dissatisfied with her work at explaining why she was leaving but she didn't know what else to put there and she had to hurry. He said he would be home by one o clock and it was already one fifty eight. With a reluctant sigh, she turned to the door, picking up her bags she walked out the door. Remembering kissing him right here at this doorstep and promising that she would love him forever before he left just this very morning hours before. She roughly shoved that memory aside, knowing if she dwelt on it too much it would convince her to stay. She walked quickly to her car and put her bags in the back seat. She drove away then, not even looking back from the rearview mirror. That life was behind her now... she couldn't dwell on the past any longer.
    Back lay three simple items that she knew would hurt him the most when he got home that day: A silver engagement ring, her key to the appartment, and one note folded uneavenly in half addressed to "Tyler.

    "Alexis!?" someones voice called. "Lexy!? Really pay attention!"
    Alexis shook her head, pushing back the memories that she had been thinking about she looked into the eyes of her aigent and the nurse behind him. "Oh.. sorry." she said, her voice weak from the cancer attack she had just have. The wave of nausia was passing but she still felt weak.
    Her aigent sighed "I'm sorry. We will allow you to rest in a moment but we just need to know you're taken care of leagally. Now you said that your little friend already paid for your bail?" his bleached blonde eyebrows rose over the rims of his sunglasses.
    Alexis nodded "Yeah, She took care of it." she said as she lay her head back on the hospital bed, her face was pale and damp and she felt like her head was made of lead.
    Her agent nodded "Good because we cant affoard to fix it for you this time Lex. You would have been on your own if she hadn't taken care of it."
    Alexis nodded "I know I know." she said.
    Her Aigent nodded "I know this must be really tramatic for you. But just look at it this way. You're in the hospital. Your fans are worried sick about you!"
    He was yelling now and it didn't do wonders for the headache Alexis already had. She winced slighty but he didn't seem to notice though he did quiet down.
    "This is wonderful for your career."
    Alexis rolled her eyes "Yippie." she said sarcasticly.
    The nurse seemed to notice Alexis's pain because she rescued her "Ok sir, visiting hours are over and this girl needs her rest."
    He looked reluctant, but Alexis immediately jumped on the opportunity to get him to leave "Yes, Jerry. I'll be fine. You just go take care of your other clients."
    Jerry again looked like he wanted to stay but then his cellphone rang from the pocket of his black designer suit. He took a look at the ID and then grinned at Alexis "Looks like your fame is already being affected. It's Paris Hilton calling. I'll talk to you later gorgeous." he snapped his fingers and gave her a thumbs up before he walked out of the room answering his phone on the way "Hello... Paris babe whats...." his voice faided out as he got farther down the hall. The large, overdone, slightly gaudy bouquet of flowers took up Alexis's entire bedside table and filled the room with it's sappy scent. Alexis groaned and pressed one of the pillows over her face trying to make her life just go away for if only a moment.
    The nurse sighed and walked over to the bedside, she checked her medicine and then tapped Alexis's sholder gently "The doctor will be in to see you in a moment dear." she said sympatheticly before she walked out of the room to check on her other patients.
     
  3. Desert Warrior

    Desert Warrior Well-Known Member

    Tom was walking through the hospital, looking at a patient's chart. He passed by some guy wearing sunglasses talking on a cell phone. Tom happened to find Tyler standing at a nurse's station. "New guy." He said to Tyler. "I have a patient for you." He handed Tyler the chart. "She's about your age. Movie star. She's been diagnosed with leukemia." Tom grabbed Tyler's coat collar and pulled him away. "She's in this room." He didn't point out a specific room. Just dragged Tyler to it.

    A nurse stopped walking as Tom and Tyler passed by. "Sir. The board of directors are having a meeting. They need to see you now."

    "Later." Tom said.

    "So should I tell them you aren't going?"

    "Sure. If you want. Fine by me."
     
  4. Cloaked Schemer

    Cloaked Schemer New Member

    ((Haha, you sound like Gregory House :p))


    Van leaned against Bernadette's Lamborghini with a cigarette in between his lips, emotionless, as always.

    Bernadette, frantically pacing beside Van, was on her cellphone, trying to get Alexis's Agent on the line.
    "No answer." Bernadette said with her teeth clenched, frustrated.

    "Baby, Babe, calm down. You're too uptight, Berny."

    "Van! Don't just stand there like a damn emotionless Vampire, can't you even feel a little freakin' sympathetic??!"

    There was along silence.


    "I... I'm sorry, Babe." Van said, spitting out his cigarette as he walked over to Bernadette as his arms were thrown out for a hug.
    "Is there anything you need?"

    "Yeah, I need... to go into... the... hospittlwe..." Bernadette tried to say as Van massaged her back.

    "It's called a 'Hospital', Hun." Van laughed at her mispronunciation.


    "Alright, I'm going in." Bernadette said.

    "I'll come too."

    When she finally made it to the floor Alexis was on, she noticed her Agent walk out on his phone, and the nurse say it was the end of visiting hours.

    "Damn, we're too late." Bernadette told Van.
     
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    Haden sat up in the bed in the corner of the senior staff rec room. He rubbed his temples trying to pull out of the daze he gets in after he has a mid-day siesta. He lay back down, his legs hanging over the side of the top bunk. He had entered the stage of no return. The point where your neither sleeping or awake.

    'Beeezzzz... Bezzzz....Bezzzz'. Haden began slapping the air to his right. Once he realized it was not his alarm, but his pager he leaped from the bed. When it came to working he could not afford mistakes, he must always he alert. Taking a row of pills from his pocket he dry swallowed one. He walked to where his pager sounded from.

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  6. RebelMurf

    RebelMurf Hero of the Wild

    After the annoyance of being dragged around the hospital Tyler fixed his collar and began looking at the patient chart he had been handed.

    "A leukaemia patient huh" Tyler continued looking at the chart. He looked at the patient in the bed and froze.

    "It can't be!" Tyler couldn't believe, checking the name on the chart just confirmed his suspicion.

    "Alexis Reed!?" Tyler couldn't believe it, His high school love, in his hospital.

    Tyler's entire body began surging with feelings, anger because she had left him, happiness for seeing her again and last regret, she was in the hospital, diagnosed with leukaemia.

    Tyler feeling overwhelmed called an intern and told him to take care of her for now.
    Walking to the counter he decided now would be a good time for him to head home, somewhere he hadn't been for the last three days. He had alot to think about.
     
  7. Destiny

    Destiny Guest

    OOC:: I'm your intern, and my characters a girl

    IC::

    Kate looked at Tyler. She took the file.

    "Hey wasn't Alexis that one girl from highschool?" Kate asked more so in a whisper, she walked into the room. She was right it was Alexis.

    "Oh!" Kate exclaimed then focus.

    "Alexis Reed? I'm doctor Kate Lee I'm your doctor's intern. I'd like to speak to you before jumping to any conclusion." Kate told her. She walked over and sat down at a computer on the counter.

    "Do you have a family mediacal history, meaning anyone else with leukimia and other types of health problems like cancer?" Kate asked.


    OOC: dang having to go to the hospital emergency room once a year I actually memoriezed all the questions they ask plus due to being with my great grandfather when he was asked a bunch of questions
     
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  8. Desert Warrior

    Desert Warrior Well-Known Member

    >I was going for more of a Dr. Cox from Scrubs.<

    After seeing Tyler leave his new patient to an intern, Tom laughed to himself. He could tell that Tyler was going to leave for home, and that was a good thing. He glanced at his watch. "Damn... Nothing else to do but go to that board meeting." He walked through the hospital to the meeting room.

    He got in the room. "You're late." The board members said.

    "Yes, I'm aware of that. But I was doing something more important. See, we doctors help people. Helping people comes before buisness."

    One of the members laughed. "I love the way you talk to us, even though we have the power to fire you."

    "Yes, I'm aware of that. But I'm also aware that you're not gonna fire me." Tom said.

    "And why's that?"

    "Because we all know I'm the best doctor in this place." Everybody in the room knew that. And that made Tom invaluable to the hospital. "So instead of arguing, how about we get this meeting over with?"
     
  9. Cloaked Schemer

    Cloaked Schemer New Member

    Bernadette met with Tyler's eyes, "Wait, Van, hold on a second. I'll be right back..." She said walking slowly over to Tyler.

    "My, oh, my." Bernadette smiled. "Tyler Dydan, what are you doing working as a doctor?"

    Bernadette hadn't seen Tyler since high-school, and since his 20th birthday she was invited to.
     
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    ü 30•05•2010

    The needle was shaky in her hand. She had done this many times before, but this time it was different. She didn't know what it was that made it different. Slowly she lowered the needle to the bulging vein in her left forearm. She took a deep breath in and stabbed the needle in, looking away as she push the fluid into her body.

    Everything felt fine for a moment or two, but the she began to feel really really ill. This scared Carmen as this had never happened before. She began to run to the bathroom, which was belonged as a en suite to her uncle's bedroom. He wasn't prepared for her to come those years ago. And despite having a large pent house apartment, it only had one bathroom.

    As she was at the door she twisted the handle slamming into her uncle, who had just come out the shower, a towel around his waist.

    ' Carmen whats wrong?' He asked.
    The life drained from her face as she feel to the floor convolving.

    ---

    "Sixteen year old female, cardiac arrest." The paramedic said as he wheeled the stretcher into the hospital. "Will she be okay?" Dan asked panic stricken. He wore a bathrobe over his boxers as he didn't have time to get dressed.
     
  11. RebelMurf

    RebelMurf Hero of the Wild

    Berny? Tyler thought to himself, he wasn't to sure to start with, he hadn't seen her since high school.

    "Here to see Alexis?" Tyler asked, "Visiting hours are finished so you should come back tomorrow"

    "Iv got to go I might see you tomorrow" Tyler got into his car that was parked in his reserved spot close to the hospital doors.

    After arriving home Tyler grabbed a quick shower and then sat in his living room with the TV on, he wasn't particularly watching anything just the noise and the movement was distracting enough. Tyler was trying to decided what to do about Alexis, he hadn't seen her in years and now she was his patient. Tyler was only sure of one thing, the next few weeks would be very interesting.
     
  12. Nova

    Nova A Ghost Staff Member Administrator

    Alexis nodded "My grandmother died of Lukemia fifteen years ago." She said. She had not seen Tyler come into the room because she had been asleep at the time. She found it strange thought that the intern was here instead of the actual doctor. She decided not to worry about it though.
     
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